Chemo

Remember that seen in Goonies when the chubby guy is describing how he made people throw up in the theater? That's how I'm feeling today. I had my first chemo treatments 3 days ago and I feel yucky.

I only felt really sick once. I had some watermelon. Ohhh, so sick. Now I'm sticking to toast, crackers and water. Scared to try anything else.

I'm just exhausted. Slept for two days so far and I could sleep some more. Plus I just can get comfortable. I am only comfortable laying down. Blah.

So It's Going to Be Chemo

Devastated. That's how I'm feeling. The surgeon told me today that because of a certain marker I should have chemotherapy.  I was shocked but then the blessing I got made more sense. "You have a trial coming..."

The ironic thing is I said I would never do chemo. Ha, when am I going to learn not to say never? But now I have these incredible grand kids to live for. I want to watch them grow up.  

So, once again in my life. I eat my words. I'll go through chemo for them.