Roller Coaster Emotions

The last week was a roller coaster of emotions. I do well in an emergency situation when there is a check list of things to do. Get people safe, talk to the doctor, bring towels, give blood, etc. I'm in the limbo stage of this Breast Cancer thing (it's interesting that I capitalized the term. It's certainly big to me). I can't do anything until I meet with the surgeon on August 1.

Because of the wait I got to deal with loneliness, frustration, anxiety and depression. My mouth had no filter. That's always bad. I had to apologize to a couple of friends.

I'm also feeling overwhelmed because I can't seem to keep up with what I need to do. My yard is a disaster and my house is just dirty. I used to be the workhorse. Now due to the several health issues I'm dealing with I'm just so tired all the time. Aargh!