How Did I Get Here?

You get some pretty interesting images when you google chaos. This is a black hole. I chose this theme because my life, as usual, is out of control.

I went to my doctor's today and was told I'm pre-diabetic. Scary! And I need to lose weight. Duh. I feel like a mess physically, emotionally and spiritually. It all feels to overwhelming.

I posted this a few days ago. Since then I've had to calm down and re-evaluate. I've started a healthy eating program lots of vegetables, lean protein, fruit and whole grains. Plus I started to exercise again. My dog loves that.

Still, life often feels like one of those games where you are spinning plates on sticks. I can't ever seem to get all the plates going at the same time. If I'm taking care of myself physically I drop the plate of spirituality. If I get the plate of emotions spinning I drop the physical plate. Oh well, I guess that's just life. No one, in spite of what they may think, is perfect.